things that are hard

when your best friend tells you he likes you and you don’t know what to do about it because you want to stay friends and you swear to yourself you don’t like him. but then you start realizing all these great things about him or something and you have this freaking revelation from God or something and you start to feel weird. because it is weird. and then you start worrying about when he doesn’t text you for a whole day which is so stupid because YOU ABSOLUTELY DO NOT LIKE HIM and that is the end of that. and then you start worrying that he’s started to like someone else but WHY WOULD THAT MATTER BECAUSE YOU DO NOT LIKE HIM CONNIE SHEN YOU JUST DON’T